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april 16.2010

hi its been while thouhg still feeling emptyand confused stuill wondering what to do with life ...jsut so fed up wiht what is goign on in me my society and my environment it self.. it is contradicting everythng i am doing and feeling. everything would just be better off if im just faraway doing my thing on my own.. still people around sees me like nothing as nothing in hte future .. i know they say no not that way but still i feel it that way....

relationship ..this is the first rel i have right now and i jsut dont know how and why and what certainly happens if thing wont work or things jsut happen.... im too preoccupied thinkning of everything in me and every thing i knopw of me and this relation i am wtih...
until here..........