june 15.2010
so far nothuing has change..tangled in things i cant get away from..i jsut want ot help but i jsut cant help my self at all.my family is suffering much pain emotionlay right and financialy too.. i neglect my mothers needs since she doesnt see me in need too...well as think more of these things making me more exhausted and so tired but still fighting to meet my plans and everything im thinking for not wishing for... im jsut too weird to be outspoken in ways i consider to be unique and not common enough to be understood by other...
whats the point of all this as y minds flashes back everything...i jsut have to live by surviving everyday of mylife..
help me happiness if your there.
