carefree

sept 19.2010

carefree.... i hope im not wasting this time for feeling carefree. i just felt it everyday not thinking of what comes next.. im just teriffied that everyday as time is passingf by im slowly feeling left of alone and left off last in line... i just guess it wont get worst hopefully it gets better in stead...
stayed home and did nothing but wasted time watching and tried to do things that could help me forget the tragedy but then it started to kick my head out of the way,,,wheew what could it possibly be in this way i couldnt figure things out but just let it through ..
waiting for changes to happen and grace to fall off from the heavens... whew i wondered how could this happen to me for now .. well im just confident enough that this would be over and it could get along with my life and my path..