i am cj

its been too long for this page to be updated
someone has been exploiting it for a while but its over now. I'm doing fine right now. Have a job thats worth working so far and a pay that's worth for survival so far, Guess this is just life is tough as time goes on . The more it gets really serious it also get really crazy but happy.. Living this way would mean the world for any normal human, I feel ok and that is it ...
Sometimes it is just hard to deal with it but the more commit ed i am to fix it I know i can get this more better than what i expect.

Thanks heaven for this life,work,pay, family, and people i am with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes i dont mind what i can be
im amazed of how life can be anything
sometimes its just what it seems to happen that amazes me
even though im so messed up but im growing beyond to what i do
every is just another day to do what must be done and be conscious of what needs to be done
i learned how to keep these very moments that makes me more like me
i have been alone and now im not
i do what it takes to survive and i can and i will